Life has betrayed me once again,
I accept that some things will never change.
Ive let your tiny minds magnify my agony,
and its left me with a chemcal dependency for sanity.
Yes, I am falling… how much longer till I hit the ground?
I cant tell you why Im breaking down.
Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?
Im coming to en end,
Ive realised what I could have been.
I cant sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask,
I admit Ive lost control.